As if it were an Apple
Long time no see, eh? Let's recap. It has been seven months and fifteen days since my last post. Forgive me, for I have lapsed. In the intervening age, both much and nothing has happened. Nothing, inasmuch as I am still here, still working a desk job, still singing in choir... Although I broke up with my girlfriend for a bit! That was something. Last time I spoke about my depression towards my career. If anything, with the roll round of the new year and the realisation that unless I can care about myself then nobody else will, I am probably in the worst position ever regarding myself and my abilities, confidence and prospects. I I don't feel like I can rely on anyone above me to support me or provide opportunities (or even point me in a direction), let alone on myself, having spent the last two decades basically telling myself how bad I am only to have that message amplified throughout my years at University and even here, now, in my current...